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Wednesday, March 18, 2026

"Everything, Everywhere, All at Once"

"Everything’s fine. Truly. Nothing to see here."
"Everything, Everywhere, All at Once"
by NO1

"The war had absorbed me completely. I make no apologies for that – it’s THE biggest thing happening on the planet, and pretending otherwise would be dishonest. But I do feel it’s coming to some kind of focal point. Not an end, necessarily. More a kind of crystallisation. The kind of inflection point where the consequences of the last two weeks start showing up in places that have nothing to do with Iran.

The Stoics had a word for it. Sympatheia – the idea that all things are mutually woven together, that a tremor in one corner of the cosmos moves through everything else. They meant it cosmologically. I believe in this with my whole heart, mind and soul. Everything is connected.

And maybe that’s why I write these things down. Rupert Sheldrake once observed that crossword puzzles get easier to solve as the day goes on – not because the puzzles change, but because more minds have worked through them. The solutions accumulate somewhere. Call it the Aether, call it morphic resonance, call it whatever you like. The more people who see clearly what’s happening, the more that clarity spreads to people who haven’t looked yet. So. Consider this my contribution to the Aether.
Let me start with a number. In 1980, when the Iran-Iraq war disrupted global oil supply, the volume lost was around 4 million barrels per day. Painful. The world went into recession. Volcker raised rates to 20% to kill inflation. It nearly killed the economy in the process. We called it a crisis and we meant it. The current Hormuz blockade is running at roughly 20 million barrels per day. The futures market, in its infinite wisdom, is pricing a quick resolution. Trump says the war is “basically over”. His Defense Secretary says it’s “only just the beginning”. One of them presumably has read the intelligence reports. The other has a golf course booked. That’s the pin. But that’s not the bubble.

Even in the most optimistic scenario – ceasefire tomorrow, everybody shakes hands – the Maersk CEO noted it takes at least ten days after a ceasefire for tanker insurance to clear. Then mine-clearing: Iran has been laying mines in the Strait, and removing them will take weeks to months. Then tankers reposition, loads getting secured, and finally the flow resumes. The oil futures curve is pricing step five as if it follows step one with a 48-hour lag. It cannot physically happen on that timeline.

And Iran isn’t just shooting wildly at targets. Yesterday, Fujairah – the world-class bunkering hub sitting outside the Strait, the bypass everyone assumed would soften the blow – has been deliberately targeted. Tehran isn’t just closing Hormuz. It’s also closing the workarounds. One by one. Iran got fed up and decided to take down the imposed sanctions one way or another. And USrael just gave them the ultimate excuse.

If you’ve been reading my silver papers, you know there is a gap. A gap I call “PvP”… No not the gaming term. The Paper vs Physical. And oh boy. Is it screaming!! Brent futures in New York closed Friday at $104. Elevated but ok-ish. Dubai crude – you know, the real physical oil, real barrels, real buyers – was trading around $127-140. Normally Brent commands a premium over Dubai. Now Dubai is $37 above the paper. And that’s just crude. Bunker fuel in Singapore hit $140 per barrel this week. In Fujairah, $160. High-grade marine fuel, $175. Ships burning fuel right now are paying those prices regardless of what the futures strip says in New York. Silver at a $12 premium to Shanghai? pffff Silver… Amateur hour compared to oil!

If you’ve read Strait to Brrrrr, none of this is surprising. Paper price is massaged. The New York futures desk is clearly on something the physical buyers aren’t. However this started, this isn’t a military confrontation anymore. I’m even starting to doubt it ever was. The Strait stays closed, oil stays elevated. Oil stays elevated, inflation stays elevated. Inflation stays elevated, the Fed cannot cut. The Fed cannot cut, and $38 trillion in federal debt – already costing $880 billion a year in interest before the war added a billion dollars a day to the tab – gets rolled over at rates that make it progressively less serviceable. The dollar weakens under that strain. A weaker dollar makes the next barrel of imported oil more expensive in dollar terms. Which feeds back into inflation. Which keeps the Fed pinned.

It’s a loop. Iran just needs to keep the strait closed long enough for it to complete a few rotations. The bond market has noticed. Treasury yields are rising in the middle of a geopolitical crisis – not falling. Capital isn’t fleeing to bonds. It’s fleeing to gold. That is a verdict on the US fiscal position.

Trump knows the physical reality, which is why last week he called Putin. The country America has been sanctioning for four years. The one it branded an aggressor, a pariah, an enemy of the liberal world order. He called to ask for help. Then he went further and lifted Russian oil sanctions outright. A Democratic Senator responded with perhaps the best summary of the year: “Looks like we fought Iran and Russia won”.

What else? The IEA approved a record 400 million barrel reserve release. Bessent telegraphed futures market intervention to cap prices. Russian sanctions lifted. Each one a gesture. On my feed someone quoted: “The oil market is massively short of supply. The other options the administration has, other than ending the war, are actually pretty limited”. Woops.

That’s the pin. But actually, the pin in itself doesn’t matter. Really truly doesn’t matter. What does matter greatly however, is WHAT it pricked…
In 1980, US federal debt stood at 26% of GDP. Today it’s 120%. That’s the difference between the same shock hitting a healthy patient and hitting someone already on oxygen. The Volcker treatment that worked then is structurally unavailable now. But don’t worry! These are the same people who called inflation transitory. I’m sure they’ve got it. This time.

The interest bill on existing debt is already $880 billion a year, more than defence, more than Medicare. Rates at 20% on $37 trillion would cost more than the entire federal budget in interest payments alone. That lever doesn’t exist anymore.
What exists instead is $846 trillion in notional OTC derivatives. Up from $108 trillion in 2000. An eightfold expansion in 25 years, and mid ‘24 → ’25 was the largest growth rate at 16% since 2008.

To put that number in some kind of human context: $846 trillion is roughly eight times the entire global GDP. With 1% of it you could buy every company in the S&P 500 twice over. With 0.01% you could buy Warren Buffett. With a rounding error – 0.0001% – a superyacht, a sports franchise, and a small Caribbean island, and you’d still have 99.9999% left. Nobody has this money, of course. Nobody owns $846 trillion. It’s the notional value of bets stacked on top of bets – leverage and hedges and derivatives daisy-chained to other derivatives. It nets out in normal conditions. In abnormal conditions, “nets out” becomes “finds out”.

Buffett called them ‘weapons of mass financial destruction’ in 2003. The book was $85 trillion then. The bulk of the current book – around $548 trillion – is interest rate derivatives. All of it priced on a world where oil is $70 and rates are roughly stable. Guess what just happened? Oil exploding (quite literally at times) make counterparties not being able to meet margin calls (guess why gold and silver are trembling so much) and that failure cascades through the chain.

The private credit system was already the weakest link before the war. I covered the gating wave in my previous article so I’m not going to repeat it here, but the language from people who are in the know got pretty alarming. Mohamed El-Erian reached for Bear Stearns 2007 as his reference point. Dimon started talking about cockroaches. Dimon… Talking about cockroaches… The Treasury Secretary himself said he was ‘concerned’ about private credit. When the man responsible for placing a trillion dollars per quarter in new debt publicly expresses concern about the credit system he depends on to function, well… I’ll leave it at that.

Think the gating’s bad? Let me reassure you *evil grin*. One in five companies in the Russell 3000 cannot service their debt from current income. Over half of all investment grade paper is a single downgrade from junk. $5 trillion in corporate debt rolls over in the next four years at current rates, into a war-driven inflationary environment the Fed cannot cut its way out of. The losses are in there. Just not visible yet. When they surface, the institutions holding private credit will face redemption pressure at exactly the moment public markets are offering their best entry points since 2022 /s. Nah, just kidding. They dump whatever they can. Anything, just about anything unrelated with their illiquid portfolio will be hit. You’ve seen this movie before. Gold fell when Iran struck. Silver fell. Same mechanics, a tad larger. Think ‘08 or ‘00 on steroids.

Now picture what happens when the equity markets start to move. The S&P 500 closed up 1% on Sunday night. The Dow gained 388 points. Meanwhile, fertiliser benchmarks are up 25-44% in seventeen days. Think food. Helium has doubled. Think chips – not the edible ones. Pharmaceutical feedstock pipelines are depleting. The wall between the financial “economy” and the real one is still holding. Walls do that, right until they don’t.
When people need cash fast, they sell what’s liquid. ETFs are the most liquid thing in the world. They sell indiscriminately – tech, gold miners, silver, and just about anything else. You don’t sell what you want to sell. You sell what has a bid. And passive investment? Volume wise, ETFs are like 60% of US equity markets (2024). In 1996 that was only 6%. Which means that when selling starts it’s mechanical. No analysis. No discrimination. Every ETF holder hitting the same exit through the same small door at the same time.

Think of “Liberation Day” as a test run. First-ever simultaneous crash in stocks, bonds, and the dollar – the thing that was supposed to go up when everything else went down. Tie into that the 401k withdrawals that hit a record high this week. The passive investment machine is leaking from the bottom while demographics drain it from the top. Feeling comfortable yet? *super evil grin*
Underneath all of this, slower than any war and more permanent than any crisis, is something the financial press doesn’t really mention: People aren’t having any children. US fertility hit an all-time low in 2024. The general fertility rate is still falling. IMPLAN puts 1.4 million fewer Americans contributing to housing demand, retail spending, and service consumption in 2025 than trends would have predicted. To put that in numbers: $104 billion in GDP. Not exactly gone, not really disappeared. It just never existed in the first place.

It’s a vicious circle: housing is too expensive, so young people delay children. Fewer children means less future housing demand. Which should eventually reduce prices, except the lag is 20-30 years, and in the meantime housing stays expensive, so the people who couldn’t afford a house still can’t, still don’t have children, and the loop tightens at its own pace regardless of what the Fed does or what happens somewhere in the narrow waterways in exotic places.

Added: the boomers are saying bye sayonara. The generation that inflated every asset class for 40 years through automatic 401k contributions is, somewhere around now, flipping from net buyers to net sellers. Of course it’s impossible to say like “March, 17: boomers start to cash out their 401ks”… Nope, the tide just turns. The same passive machine that provided an inexorable, automatic bid for equities and bonds and real estate – every payday, every year, for four decades – begins to redeem. Quietly. Continuously. For the next twenty-some years. Every asset they inflated on the way up faces a headwind on the way out. Not a crash. A long, grinding, demographically-inevitable ratchet.

Another angle I want to cover is the petrodollar. I covered this already in “The Bretton Whoops”. But the short version is: oil was priced in dollars, dollars were recycled into Treasuries, and the US military keeps the Gulf safe. It required two things – a reliable dollar and a credible security guarantee. The dollar’s reliability cracked in 2022 when Washington froze Russia’s reserves. The security guarantee cracked when the US started a war they cannot finish.
The dollar’s share of global FX reserves has since fallen to around 45%, the lowest since the 1990s. Gold’s share has quadrupled in twelve years. Gulf states are reportedly discussing pulling investment commitments from the US.

And now Iran has done something structurally interesting. It didn’t just close the Strait – it converted it into a tollgate. The toll isn’t money – yet. It’s alignment. Ten countries have been offered safe passage: China, India, Pakistan, Turkey, and others. The US isn’t on the list. This isn’t a military tactic. It’s economical.

Lots of people have the wrong framing. They think “petrodollar is dead, long live the yuandollar”. Right? Wrong frame entirely. China doesn’t want a reserve status. Couldn’t stomach it if it tried. Because a reserve currency means running a permanent trade deficits to pump your currency into the global system – America has been doing this for 50 years and the reward is a rust belt, a $37 trillion debt tab, and a bond market that needs foreigners to keep showing up or the whole thing seizes. China watched that happen and said: 不用了,谢谢. And opening the capital account enough to make yuan genuinely reserve-worthy would mean letting money flow freely across the border – ending the CCP’s ability to direct credit and control the financial system on Beijing’s terms. They’d sooner eat the wallpaper.

What the yuan-for-oil arrangement being implemented actually is, is an industrial policy dressed as currency diplomacy. You sell your oil into the permitted lane. You receive yuan. Now you’re sitting on yuan in a system with capital controls – you can’t just convert it and park it wherever you like. Your options are: buy Chinese goods, buy Chinese infrastructure contracts, invest in Chinese assets. That flow cycles straight back into Chinese factories and Chinese employment. China doesn’t have to stimulate its domestic consumption anymore. It exports the demand problem onto its trading partners and invoices it as a geopolitical arrangement. Three hundred million jobs – and unlike the US – no helicopter money required.

Those dollars that used to flow into Treasuries don’t just suddenly rush home. They just stop showing up at the next auction. Treasury needs to place roughly a trillion dollars every hundred days. Fewer buyers means higher yields. Higher yields mean the Fed is cornered. A cornered Fed means the printer runs. Same mechanism as demographics, same mechanism as the derivatives book, same direction.
My long-running conviction – and I’ve been saying this long enough that it stopped sounding contrarian and started sounding obvious – is that the world ends up back on a gold standard. Not the romanticised version where you rattle coins in your pocket. Though honestly, with modern payment rails, a gold-backed account is functionally identical to a dollar account. You’d never touch the metal. You’d just change the ticker from USD to XAU and carry on. The technology exists right now. The obstacle isn’t infrastructure. It’s that the people running the current system would rather light themselves on fire.

What happens first, before any grand declaration, is narrower: gold becomes the settlement layer between sovereigns who no longer trust each other’s paper. The US is apparently net-settling its trade deficit with China in gold – if that data holds up. In three of the last four months it seems that gold is flowing East. No Bretton Woods conference. No announcement. Just two countries quietly deciding that when the paper gets complicated, the metal clears the table. That’s how monetary systems actually change – not by proclamation but by practice, one bilateral settlement at a time, until enough of them are doing it that someone calls a conference to ratify what’s already happened. The Bretton Woods conference didn’t create the dollar system. It formalized what the war had already decided. The next conference is coming. It just hasn’t been scheduled yet.

Silver. Because I can’t write a piece about systemic fragility without it, and because this week’s data is worth your attention even if the price chart isn’t. The paper price looks terrible. Miners are trading like silver is heading back to $40. Silver Santa – one of the accounts I follow on Twitter (yeah, I’m old) – moved 40% to cash, describing “a strong pre-COVID feeling”. The technical picture is ugly. But the crucial part: the physical reality didn’t get that memo.

The COMEX “run rate to zero” ticked down to 89 days as of Friday, from 93 days on Thursday. Four days burned in one. The SGE briefly stopped publishing silver inventory data mid-week, then quietly resumed. Shanghai is still paying a 13-17% premium over London. The same paper/physical divergence playing out in oil is running in silver at a slower pace with a much longer fuse.

But what does a draining vault have to do with your savings account? More than most people think. The COMEX sets the global silver price. But if the COMEX increasingly doesn’t have the physical metal – and the run rate suggests it won’t for long – then the price it sets is a fiction. An unallocated silver account at your bank is a claim on that fiction. An ETF share is a claim on that fiction. When the fiction and the physical reality eventually converge, it won’t be because the paper comes up to meet the physical. It’ll be because the paper can no longer pretend. Same mechanism as Dubai crude. Same mechanism as the derivatives book. Just a slower fuse.

When $68 trillion in US equity markets eventually moves – and it will – and the indiscriminate ETF selling hits everything, and the margin calls cascade through a derivatives book built on assumptions that no longer hold, and zombie companies start defaulting, and the boomer redemptions add their steady mechanical pressure, and 401k hardship withdrawals accelerate – the question of where capital goes becomes very concrete. Bonds? Already struggling to absorb a trillion per quarter. Cash? In which currency? Real estate? In a demographically challenged market with rising yields?

Gold has a structural bid from central banks who drew their conclusions in 2022 and have been buying ever since. Silver has vaults on an 89-day countdown and a paper price that hasn’t caught up yet. I’m buying the dips. Have been. Will continue.

None of this is hidden. None of it requires a security clearance or even a Bloomberg terminal. It’s all there, in the vault data, the yield curves, the fertility statistics, the derivatives book, the bunker fuel prices. The information exists. The pattern is legible. The question was never whether this would happen. The question was always who would be holding paper when it did.

Tomorrow, Powell walks to the podium. He’ll probably have a new acronym handy. They always do. TALF, TARP, BTFP, BTFD, YOLO, CTRLP. Each crisis gets a fresh name but the same printer. Maybe a new suggestion: EEAO."

Bill Bonner, "The Fuse is Lit"

"The Fuse is Lit"
by Bill Bonner

What message are we sending? We’re sending a message
that we’re a bunch of fools - that we started a war we can’t win.’
- John Mearsheimer, Professor, U. of Chicago

Youghal, Ireland - "Our point of departure today is Tom’s insight...that oil is to the real economy what credit is to Wall Street. In preview, they work together. Amid so many explosions, it’s hard to keep our eyes on the real prize - that is, on the Primary Trend. Prices can go up and down, day to day, month to month. People can think whatever they want. But it’s the long-term trend that will make you either rich...or poor. Are we in a bull market...or a bear market? Are we getting richer...or poorer? Are we headed for peace...or war; for freedom...or slavery? Should we stay in oil and gold...or is it time to move on?

So far, our emphasis on gold has paid off well. When the century began, we were able to trade 40 ounces of gold for the Dow stocks. Now we can get all 30 of them for just ten ounces. Could that trend continue for another 25 years? Maybe. But there are no guarantees. Remember, there are two key ways to ruin an empire: debt and war. The Trump team, bless its heart, is eagerly advancing on both fronts, doing the gods’ dirty work.

This just in, Fortune: "America’s $38 trillion debt crisis is already here. The reckoning comes next." The US has over $38 trillion of national debt. We now spend more annually on interest than on the military. The primary trust funds for Social Security and Medicare are also projected to become insolvent within the next seven years, requiring an automatic benefit cut or even more deficit spending to backfill these programs. These pressures will intensify as the population ages, health care costs rise, and economic growth slows.

And the current war with Iran just makes everything worse. First, because it costs $11 billion per week. And second, because it threatens to wreak havoc on the entire world economy. In this respect, the Trump Team may have a hidden ‘fourth- or fifth- order effects’ agenda. Or it may be remarkably benighted. After the Iranians closed the Strait of Hormuz, Trump commented that “...nobody expected that. We were shocked. They fought back.” Yes, it was a real curve ball...out of left field...like dawn or bankruptcy, nobody would have seen that coming. Nobody. But now that it is here, what effect will it have?

We’ve seen what a sharp, sudden spike in interest rates (the availability of credit) does; businesses tighten up, employees are let go, spending goes down and GDP rates go from positive to negative - a recession, in other words...one that can easily become a depression if the credit tap is turned off for a prolonged period. This is not necessarily a bad thing. Excess credit - not backed by real savings - has to go away somehow. Typically, it disappears in higher prices for consumers...and booms and busts for investors.

Does oil work the same way? Not exactly. Too much (fake) credit is as bad or worse than not enough. Easy money invites sloppy spending. And while fake credit can be created out of thin air...the resources it commands are not. They’re real. Oil, skilled labor, and raw materials take time, capital, and discipline to put together. And once used, they are gone forever. A guy puts in a day’s work; day gone by can never be recovered. That’s how fake credit destroys real wealth. On Main Street, it is wasted on projects that don’t make economic sense. On Wall Street it is gambled away - on cryptos...tokens...Nvidia....AI...and other things unlikely to pay off.

Fake credit is the secret to how the feds can waste so many trillions of dollars. They borrow savings that were never earned, never saved, and never taxed...and use them to fund pointless bureaucracy and corrupt giveaways as well as unnecessary wars. In that regard, the war in Iran is just another way fake credit destroys real wealth.

Yes, the attack on Iran lights the fuse on both ends of the dynamite. It undermines the empire’s wealth while engaging it in nonsense wars at the same time. And it is funded by fake credit. But there’s no such thing as fake oil. And therein lie the ‘short hairs’ by which the mullahs seem to have taken hold of the world economy. The US fake money system can create all the credit you might want - and more! - but it can’t readily add to the world’s supply of oil. Where this will lead, exactly, we don’t know. But we are happy to stay in Maximum Safety Mode until the dust settles. Stay tuned."
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"Swinging Wildly Toward Armageddon, the Wrecking Ball Gets Wrecked"

"Swinging Wildly Toward Armageddon,
the Wrecking Ball Gets Wrecked"
by David Haggith

"It was not a good day for President Trump. He disgraced himself worse than he ever has by turning to NATO to beg for help with the war he started - Trump’s War. He humiliated himself by pursuing their aid after having already told them he doesn’t need them and having boasted to Iran he doesn’t need anyone.

To a country, all NATO members told the wildly swinging pendulum of a president, in various words, “You shook your finger at all of us all of last year, publicly ridiculing us over how useless we are in your opinion. You tried to take over some of our countries, even threatening the possible use of your military. You tore up old tariff deals that you had made and even boasted about during your first term and then slapped higher tariffs all over us, thereby damaging all of our economies. You changed the terms of your tariffs, and then did it all over again.

“Then you told us, when we didn’t immediately agree to your world-imperiling war with Iran right from the start, much less to helping out in it, that you didn’t need us anyway! AND NOW YOU’RE COMING TO US WITH YOUR HAND OUT FOR HELP??? Now you’re asking again for us to risk the lives of our sons and daughters to join you in a conflict we didn’t want and still don’t agree with, after having said you don't need our permission for this war because you can do anything you want??? Now you’re pushing for us to spend our own treasure from what is left of the economies you damaged to help out in your war????”

As could easily be imagined, Trump’s approach of provoke, punish, then pursue didn’t sell. One has to wonder in what world that approach would ever bring former friends to the rescue. What kind of derangement would make anyone think he could turn to people, even entire nations, he had treated with total disrespect (even though they might deserve it) and then expect them to step in and help him in a war of his own making?

Admittedly, while they used a good number of those words, they didn’t say all of them; but it is without a doubt the sweep of arguments that were banging around inside their splitting heads when Trump approached them actually demanding help, not even asking nicely. You can only slap other world leaders all over the place for so many months before they don’t really feel like your allies anymore; and, if they are smart enough to stay out of a Middle Eastern war in order to avoid escalating it into all-out World War III by throwing all their nations into the fighting mix, then you make yourself look like a completely unhinged, totally out-of-touch fool for turning to those you treated like enemies with your hand now out for help.

You make yourself look like you have no concept whatsoever of how other people think or how they feel about your constant barrage of hostile words and actions … toward them personally, toward their national sovereignty over their own borders and toward you raining down destruction upon their economies. They spent a whole year using up an inordinate amount of their time trying to negotiate through all the chaos you threw at them, only to find out, in the end, you never had the authority to do 9/10ths of what you did!

NATO is a defensive alliance (though it has not always been used that way). There is no provision in its charter that requires NATO members to support attacks made against other non-nations by a member nation when the nation being attacked did not attack the member nation! Worse still, Trump has even talked about attacking other NATO members! So, it is only a wonder that he did not get ripped to shreds even more than he did today. (You can read all about it in the many stories below.)

Russia, China and even a former fangirl turned on Trump: The “Peace President,” as he liked to define himself, is being taken down for all of his warring ways, but especially for the war he started with Iran. Besides the incredulous looks he got from all over Europe as he began disparaging European leaders for not helping him attack Iran, several Russian newspapers commented that his disgraced begging, after bragging that he didn’t need help from anyone, shows that, as one put it, “Iran has Trump by the throat.”

Russian Editor Steven Rosenberg translated the Kommersant article as: “He messed up, and destroyed everything around him, but he wants someone else to clear the rubble and create a new structure. This is, of course, all about him, Donald Trump. The US president pinned Iran to the wall and practically forced it, for its own survival, to block such a key global transport artery as the Strait of Hormuz.”

After doing what the paper calls a “strange political flipflop”, it now says that Trump demands that other countries such as the UK, Germany and China engage in solving in the problem in the form of an assault on Iran. “Such a formulation of the question is, of course, phenomenal cheek” … a “permanent political characteristic” of Trump.

The paper suggested that Trump had finally met his match in Iran, saying he had tried to “strangle” the authorities in Tehran but instead ended up “tightening the noose around his own neck” - and even around countries that had no involvement in the US attack on Iran.

The Russians also took great satisfaction in the fact that Trump’s War has significantly weakened his hand for helping Ukraine. Even the normally restrained Chinese mocked Trump relentlessly. Memes went viral all over the internet about Trump holding out his hand like a beggar to the very people whose purses he has been draining all year.

But the coup de grâce of rebukes came from a former beauty queen in Trump’s own USA pageant, who is now a conservative influencer and who was formerly an adoring supporter of Trump and proud member of MAGA. She disgraced him by saying that, because of him, “MAGA is deader than dead.” Carrie Prejean Boller, once a staunch Trump supporter and a beauty pageant queen, is criticizing the Trump administration for what she calls an abandonment of the campaign’s “America First” mentality. In an alarming statement, she disavowed the president from the conservative movement.

“I’ve been a loyal supporter of the president for almost 20 years,” she told broadcaster Piers Morgan. “This goes back to when I was 21 years old, and I was Miss California at the Miss USA pageant. And I’ve known him - I consider him a dear friend - and I will tell you right now, I do not recognize our president… “And MAGA, let me tell you right now, MAGA is dead. It is deader than dead. And Americans are furious,” Prejean Boller said. “We do not recognize President Donald J Trump anymore.”

The center no longer holds: Do you think the wannabe emperor, Trump the Great, might have gone just a little bat-excrement crazy? So crazy that his strongest and most adoring supporters say they no longer even recognize the man? As I said yesterday, don’t take it from me. Take it from them - from those closest to Trump: ‘We clearly just kicked [Iran’s] a** in the field, but, to a large extent, they hold the cards now,’ a source close to the White House told Politico. ‘They decide how long we’re involved, and they decide if we put boots on the ground. And it doesn’t seem to me that there’s a way around that, if we want to save face.’

Some allies fear Trump risks being dragged into an open-ended conflict just as the midterm elections approach, with the escalating war threatening to drive up the cost of living for voters already furious about affordability. ‘The terms have changed,’ said a second person familiar with the military operation. ‘The off-ramps don’t work anymore because Iran is driving the asymmetric action.’

The war has also caused a schism between top allies within Trump’s MAGA movement, including Tucker Carlson and Megyn Kelly, as the President has argued for years against regime-change wars in the Middle East.

The center is no longer holding. The MAGA wall of power Trump erected around himself out of his supporters is falling apart because the center is falling apart. Trump is a man who has no center other than himself. Trump is falling apart. And when the center doesn’t hold, nothing built around it holds.

Trump is the center of his own universe; so, as he said again today, “I can do whatever I want.” He has the hubris of a demigod - someone who has come so thoroughly to believe and wrap himself in the fawning of everyone around him to where he now thinks of himself as a champion who no longer even needs those he wrapped around himself to build his wall of power. He no longer even attempts to be true them and all that he promised them. He has cast that all off as a distraction from his ambitions.

Yesterday, he started referring again to his next plans (because Iran is not enough) - his plans to take Cuba - to do, as he said, whatever he wants with it. There is never enough for the man with too much. President Donald Trump said he believes he will have “the honor of taking Cuba” and “could do anything” he wants with the Caribbean island nation… He talks like Cuba is his toy to do with as he pleases - again like a demigod - an incredible level of human pride.

So, away we go on another scatter-shot mission to take over another nation. Probably a war for next Sunday when Trump needs a distraction from his ongoing failure to bring the Iranian regime to its knees as he promised. He needs a quick victory, as he already claimed he had in Iran, to restore his image as the strongman - to show his supporters, who are rapidly falling away, that his imperial quest can succeed in order to galvanize their support and praise back around him. He needs a quick victory, and Cuba is starting to look like it.

Unfortunately for Trump, it is not likely to play out that way. As we have already seen with Iran, saw with Afghanistan and with Iraq and Syria, these things get messier than the Neocons and newly conned ever believe they will. It will only make him look all the more like the crazy man - stark raving crazy - as he tries to take on nation after nation to seize their land and is not even shy about stating their land or their oil is his aim.

Just this week, Trump said he’s going to seize for the US a strategic Iranian island named “Kharg” in the middle of the Strait of Hormuz because it is the hub of their oil shipping. It appears yesterday and today with his bombing and his moving of 5,000 marines, he has already begun the assault. Looking for land to grab from former European allies who have turned away from him. Looking to grab all of Canada. Seizing control of Venezuelan oil and maybe of its government (we shall see). For the man with too much, it is never enough.

Trump is a wrecking ball, swinging madly all over the planet, hitting any place that strikes his fancy. If he is, as his White House prophets have proclaimed, “God’s anointed” or “appointed,” then he must, as I’ve said, be God’s wrecking ball, intended to destroy the whole world because, so far, that seems to be what is happening. All nations are starting to turn away from the US and from Israel to leave the two to bring on Armageddon. I’m not predicting that is where all of this will go … but his Secretary of War is! I’m just stating an observation that it certainly appears hellbent in that direction. In the process, the president is cracking up and so is all the support around him.

While his departing supporters may be starting to see hints of the narcissism that was always obvious through the emerging cracks in his head, I now see something that goes even deeper. What we witnessed today was a president who is the sole center of his own universe, as is true of any narcissist, caving into his own megalomania. The star is collapsing into his own black hole, pulled in by the gravitas of his own thoughts about himself, and dragging all the light into the collapse."

“Fertilizer Shock”: The Closure Of The Strait Of Hormuz Could Cause Widespread Global Food Shortages"

by Michael Snyder

"If commercial traffic through the Strait of Hormuz remains paralyzed for months, we will witness a global food crisis on a scale that many experts would have once considered to be unthinkable. Over the past couple of weeks, there has been much written about how the closure of the Strait of Hormuz has caused the price of oil to rise, has caused the price of natural gas to soar to insane levels and has caused the average price of diesel in the United States to jump above five dollars a gallon. But I think that the bigger story is what the closure of the Strait of Hormuz could mean for global food supplies.

Normally, approximately one-third of all globally-traded nitrogen fertilizer and approximately one-half of all globally-traded sulfur passes through the Strait of Hormuz… "Another world crisis sparked by the war in Iran may also be in the offing. That’s because the region’s oil and gas production has made it one of the world’s leading exporters of nitrogen fertilizers, which are indispensable to the global food system. To produce the chemicals used to grow much of the planet’s crops, natural gas is broken down to extract hydrogen, which is combined with nitrogen to make ammonia, and then mixed with carbon dioxide to make urea. All told, nearly a third of the global trade for nitrogen fertilizer passes through the Strait of Hormuz, while almost half of the world’s sulfur, essential in producing phosphate fertilizers, also travels through the corridor."

Reading that should chill you to the core. But that is just part of the story. Fertilizer producers in other countries will also be forced to shut down if they are not able to get the liquified natural gas that normally comes to them through the Strait of Hormuz…Already, fertilizer plants in India and Pakistan are facing production declines given the disruption to natural gas supplies from the Middle East. Gulf countries targeted in the war supply nearly all of Pakistan’s LNG imports, 72% of Bangladesh’s and 53% of India’s.

Even if deescalation occurs, the conflict has likely locked in a food price hike in the coming months. The longer the war continues, the greater the shock to food security as energy and fertiliser prices remain elevated. What we are facing is truly a global problem.

A farmer in Virginia named John Boyd recently admitted to NBC News that local dealers are telling him that “we can’t get the fertilizer” that he needs…"John Boyd Jr., a fourth-generation farmer in Virginia who grows soybeans, corn and wheat, said his fertilizer supplier recently warned him that shipments may not arrive as expected. “The dealers are telling me we can’t get the fertilizer,” Boyd told NBC News in an interview this week. “Due to the war and the bombing through that area, the fertilizer isn’t moving.” Fertilizer is essential to food production, he said, and it must be applied before crops are planted. “If I don’t apply fertilizer, that means I won’t have the yields to make my crop,” Boyd explained."

If one U.S. farmer can’t grow enough, that isn’t a big deal. But if hundreds of thousands of U.S. farmers can’t grow enough, that will be a full-blown national crisis. Stacy Simunek, the president of the Oklahoma Farm Bureau, is warning that we really are facing a worst-case scenario… The war in Iran has led to the closure of the Strait of Hormuz, a critical shipping route not only for oil and gas, but also for fertilizers needed to produce the world’s food. “We cannot grow without it. There is absolutely no way you get around it,” said Stacy Simunek, president, Oklahoma Farm Bureau."

If farmers do not grow our food, we do not eat. The U.S. is actually in better shape than much of the rest of the world, because we produce much of the fertilizer that we use. But as Simunek has very aptly observed, if this crisis in the Middle East results in a major global fertilizer shortage, there is no way that we are going to be able to feed the entire world… “Who’s going to feed us? Where are we going to get the food to eat? Where are we going to feed the world? This is critical,” said Simunek. Already, hundreds of millions of people around the world go to bed hungry every night. So a very large disruption to global food production would push us very deep into nightmare territory.

Today, approximately half of the population of the world eats food that is grown using nitrogen fertilizer…"About 4 billion people on the planet eat food grown with synthetic nitrogen fertilizers. Roughly half of the global population, in other words, is alive because of these chemicals converted into nutrients for plants, said Lorenzo Rosa, who researches sustainable energy, water, and food systems at the Carnegie Institution for Science at Stanford University."

Spring planting season in the northern hemisphere is rapidly approaching. The fertilizer that would normally be traveling through the Strait of Hormuz now would get into the hands of farmers around the middle of April. But that isn’t going to happen, and that means that a lot of farmers around the world are simply not going to have the fertilizer that they need in 2026.

China produces more fertilizer than anyone else, and there was hope that they could help ease the potential global supply shock that we are facing, but instead they have chosen to implement very strict restrictions on fertilizer exports…"China is tightening controls on fertilizer exports as disruptions linked to the conflict in Iran ripple through global crop-nutrient markets and push prices higher. Authorities have asked exporters to halt outbound shipments of nitrogen-potassium fertilizer blends while reiterating existing restrictions on urea exports, according to people familiar with the matter. The steps appear aimed at protecting domestic supply and stabilizing prices as farmers prepare for the spring planting season, a period when demand typically peaks in the country’s vast agricultural sector.

People familiar with the situation said the latest directives have effectively paused overseas shipments of most fertilizer types, including compound varieties that had still been moving abroad after China loosened some urea limits last year. One key exception is ammonium sulfate, which accounted for about half of the country’s fertilizer shipments last year and remains unaffected for now."

The Chinese want to make sure that they have enough fertilizer for themselves. A global scramble for what is available has begun, and nobody can blame the Chinese for putting themselves first. But what is the rest of the world supposed to do? White House National Economic Council Director Kevin Hassett is telling us that the Trump administration is “all over the fertilizer problem”…"The Trump administration is seeking alternative fertilizer supplies for U.S. farmers as the war in Iran disrupts a key global trade route just weeks before the spring planting season. “We’ve been all over the fertilizer problem,” White House National Economic Council Director Kevin Hassett said on CNBC Tuesday. “I’m not saying that we can eliminate what disruption there is so far, but we can minimize it for sure.”

Hopefully he is right. But words alone can’t magically get fertilizer into the hands of the farmers that need it. What we really need is for traffic through the Strait of Hormuz to return to normal. Unfortunately, the Iranians are telling us that traffic through the Strait of Hormuz “cannot be the same as before and return to its previous conditions”… "In a televised interview Tuesday, Iranian parliamentary speaker Mohammad Baqer Qalibaf said the Strait of Hormuz remained under threat because of the American and Israeli presence in the Gulf region. “The Strait of Hormuz cannot be the same as before and return to its previous conditions,” Qalibaf said, adding that “there is no longer any security.” He also cautioned that US bombs and jets could not destroy Iran’s weapons facilities."

Since the Iranians are not willing to allow commercial traffic to flow through the Strait, it will be up to the United States and Israel to reopen it, because everyone else has decided that they do not want to be involved. This is something that President Trump just posted about on his Truth Social account

"The United States has been informed by most of our NATO “Allies” that they don’t want to get involved with our Military Operation against the Terrorist Regime of Iran, in the Middle East, this, despite the fact that almost every Country strongly agreed with what we are doing, and that Iran cannot, in any way, shape, or form, be allowed to have a Nuclear Weapon. I am not surprised by their action, however, because I always considered NATO, where we spend Hundreds of Billions of Dollars per year protecting these same Countries, to be a one way street - We will protect them, but they will do nothing for us, in particular, in a time of need. Fortunately, we have decimated Iran’s Military - Their Navy is gone, their Air Force is gone, their Anti-Aircraft and Radar is gone and perhaps, most importantly, their Leaders, at virtually every level, are gone, never to threaten us, our Middle Eastern Allies, or the World, again! Because of the fact that we have had such Military Success, we no longer “need,” or desire, the NATO Countries’ assistance - WE NEVER DID! Likewise, Japan, Australia, or South Korea. In fact, speaking as President of the United States of America, by far the Most Powerful Country Anywhere in the World, WE DO NOT NEED THE HELP OF ANYONE! Thank you for your attention to this matter. President DONALD J. TRUMP

The Europeans are being hurt by the closure of the Strait of Hormuz, but they have announced that they are simply not willing “to put their people in harm’s way”… “Nobody is ready to put their people in harm’s way in the Strait of Hormuz,” EU foreign policy chief Kaja Kallas told the Reuters news agency on Tuesday. “We have to find diplomatic ways to keep this open so that we don’t have a food crisis, fertilizers crisis, energy crisis as well.”

I see three ways that the Strait of Hormuz could potentially be reopened soon. The first option would be for the U.S. and Israel to give the Iranians everything that they are demanding and the war would end. But that is certainly not going to happen. The second option would be for the U.S. and Israel to put boots on the ground and secure the Iranian side of the Strait of Hormuz. But that is not going to happen any time soon. The third option would be for the U.S. and Israel to completely destroy the Iranian regime using nuclear weapons, but that would be absolutely unthinkable. The use of nuclear weapons is completely off the table, and I don’t know anyone that would argue with that.

So it appears that the Strait of Hormuz will be closed for an extended period of time. In the western world, that will mean that food prices will likely be going up quite substantially. But in impoverished nations all over the globe, the consequences will be much more serious. We are potentially facing widespread global food shortages, and most of us don’t even want to think about what that could look like."

Tuesday, March 17, 2026

Jeremiah Babe, "Why Did We Really Bomb Iran? We Aren't Going Back To Normal Times"

Jeremiah Babe, 3/17/26
"Why Did We Really Bomb Iran?
 We Aren't Going Back To Normal Times"
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Gerald Celente, "The Greatest Depression"

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Gerald Celente, 3/17/26
"The Greatest Depression: America's 
Uniparty Crime Syndicate Is Destroying The Nation"
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Musical Interlude: 2002, "Return to Freedom"

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2002, "Return to Freedom"

"A Look to the Heavens"

“You may have heard of the Seven Sisters in the sky, but have you heard about the Seven Strong Men on the ground? Located just west of the Ural Mountains, the unusual Manpupuner rock formations are one of the Seven Wonders of Russia. How these ancient 40-meter high pillars formed is yet unknown.
The persistent photographer of this featured image battled rough terrain and uncooperative weather to capture these rugged stone towers in winter at night, being finally successful in February of last year. Utilizing the camera's time delay feature, the photographer holds a flashlight in the foreground near one of the snow-covered pillars. High above, millions of stars shine down, while the band of our Milky Way Galaxy crosses diagonally down from the upper left.”

"I Was a Strong Man for 83 Years. It Was a Terrible Mistake"

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"I Was a Strong Man for 83 Years. It Was a Terrible Mistake"
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"How To Recover When The World Breaks You"

"How To Recover When The World Breaks You"
by Ryan Holiday

"There is a line attributed to Ernest Hemingway - that the first draft of everything is sh*t - which, of all the beautiful things Hemingway has written, applies most powerfully to the ending of "A Farewell to Arms." There are no fewer than 47 alternate endings to the book. Each one is a window into how much he struggled to get it right. The pages, which now sit in the Hemingway Collection at the John F. Kennedy Library in Boston, show Hemingway writing the same passages over and over. Sometimes the wording was nearly identical, sometimes whole sections were cut out. He would, at one moment of desperation, even send pages to his rival, F. Scott Fitzgerald, for notes.

One passage clearly challenged Hemingway more than the others. It comes at the end of the book when Catherine has died after delivering their stillborn son and Frederic is struggling to make sense of the tragedy that has just befallen him. “The world breaks everyone,” he wrote, “and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills.”

In different drafts, he would experiment with shorter and longer versions. In the handwritten draft he worked on with F. Scott Fitzgerald, for instance, Hemingway begins instead with “You learn a few things as you go along…” before beginning with his observation about how the world breaks us. In two typed manuscript pages, Hemingway moved the part about what you learn elsewhere and instead added something that would make the final book - “If people bring so much courage to this world the world has to kill them to break them, so of course it kills them.”

My point in showing this part of Hemingway’s process isn’t just to definitively disprove the myth - partly of Hemingway’s own making - that great writing is something that flows intuitively from the brain of a genius (no, great writing is a slow, painstaking process, even for geniuses). My point is to give some perspective on one of Hemingway’s most profound insights, one that he, considering his tragic suicide some 32 years later, struggled to fully integrate into his life.

The world is a cruel and harsh place. One that, for at least 4.5 billion years, is undefeated. From entire species of apex predators to Hercules to Hemingway himself, it has been home to incredibly strong and powerful creatures. And where are they now? Gone. Dust. As the Bible verse, which Hemingway opens another one of his books with (and which inspired its title) goes: “One generation passeth away, and another generation cometh: but the earth abideth forever…The sun also ariseth, and the sun goeth down, and hasteth to the place where he arose…”

The world is undefeated. So really then, for all of us, life is not a matter of “winning” but of surviving as best we can - of breaking and enduring rather than bending the world to our will the way we sometimes suspect we can when we are young and arrogant.

I write about Stoicism, a philosophy of self-discipline and strength. Stoicism promises to help you build an “inner citadel,” a fortress of power and resilience that prepares you for the difficulties of the world. But many people misread this, and assume that Stoicism is a philosophy designed to make you superhuman - to help you eliminate pesky emotions and attachments, and become invincible.

This is wrong. Yes, Stoicism is partly about making it so you don’t break as easily - so you are not so fragile that the slightest change in fortune wrecks you. At the same time, it’s not about filling you with so much courage and hubris that you think you are unbreakable. Only the proud and the stupid think that is even possible. Instead, the Stoic seeks to develop the skills - the true strength - required to deal with a cruel world.

So much of what happens is out of our control: We lose people we love. We are financially ruined by someone we trusted. We put ourselves out there, put every bit of our effort into something, and are crushed when it fails. We are drafted to fight in wars, to bear huge taxes or familial burdens. We are passed over for the thing we wanted so badly. This can knock us down and hurt us. Yes.

Stoicism is there to help you recover when the world breaks you and, in the recovering, to make you stronger at a much, much deeper level. The Stoic heals themselves by focusing on what they can control: Their response. The repairing. The learning of the lessons. Preparing for the future.

This is not an idea exclusive to the West. There is a form of Japanese art called Kintsugi, which dates back to the 15th century. In it, masters repair broken plates and cups and bowls, but instead of simply fixing them back to their original state, they make them better. The broken pieces are not glued together, but instead fused with a special lacquer mixed with gold or silver. The legend is that the art form was created after a broken tea bowl was sent to China for repairs. But the returned bowl was ugly - the same bowl as before, but cracked. Kintsugi was invented as a way to turn the scars of a break into something beautiful.

You can see in this tea bowl, which dates to the Edo period and is now in the Freer Gallery, how the gold seams take an ordinary bowl and add to it what look like roots, or even blood vessels. This plate, also from the Edo period, was clearly a work of art in its original form. Now it has subtle gold filling on the edges where it was clearly chipped and broken by use. This dark tea bowl, now in the Smithsonian, is accented with what look like intensely real lightning bolts of gold. The bowl below it shows that more than just precious metals can improve a broken dish, as the artist clearly inserted shards of an entirely different bowl to replace the original’s missing pieces.

In Zen culture, impermanence is a constant theme. They would have agreed with Hemingway that the world tries to break the rigid and the strong. We are like cups - the second we are made we are simply waiting to be shattered - by accident, by malice, by stupidity or bad luck. The Zen solution to this perilous situation is to embrace it, to be okay with the shattering, perhaps even to seek it out. The idea of wabi-sabi is precisely that. Coming to terms with our imperfections and weaknesses and finding beauty in that.

So both East and West - Stoicism and Buddhism - arrive at similar insights. We’re fragile, they both realize. But out of this fragility, one of the philosophies realizes there is the opportunity for beauty. Hemingway’s prose rediscovers these insights and fuses them into something both tragic and breathtaking, empowering and humbling. The world will break us. It breaks everyone. It always has and always will.

Yet…The author will struggle with the ending of their book and want to quit. The recognition we sought will not come. The insurance settlement we so desperately needed will be rejected. The presentation we practiced for will begin poorly and be beset by technical difficulties. The friend we cherished will betray us. The haunting scene in "A Farewell to Arms" can happen, a child stillborn and a wife lost in labor - and still tragically happens far too often, even in the developed world.

The question is, as always, what will we do with this? How will we respond? Because that’s all there is. The response. his is not to dismiss the immense difficulty of any of these ordeals. It is rather, to first, be prepared for them - humble and aware that they can happen. Next, it is the question: Will we resist breaking? Or will we accept the will of the universe and seek instead to become stronger where we were broken?

Death or Kintsugi? Fragile or, to use that wonderful phrase from Nassim Taleb, 'Antifragile?' Not unbreakable. Not resistant. Because those that cannot break, cannot learn, and cannot be made stronger for what happened. Those that will not break are the ones who the world kills. Not unbreakable. Instead, unruinable."
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Free Download: Joseph Chilton Pearce, "The Crack in the Cosmic Egg"

"The Crack in the Cosmic Egg: 
New Constructs of Mind and Reality"
by Joseph Chilton Pearce

"The classic work that shaped the thought of a generation with its powerful insights into the true nature of mind and reality.

• Defines culture as a "cosmic egg" structured by the mind's drive for logical ordering of its universe.
• Provides techniques allowing individuals to break through the vicious circle of logic-based systems to attain expanded ways of creative living and learning.

The sum total of our notions of what the world is - and what we perceive its full potential to be - form a shell of rational thought in which we reside. This logical universe creates a vicious circle of reasoning that robs our minds of power and prevents us from reaching our true potential. To step beyond that circle requires a centering and focus that today's society assaults on every level. Through the insights of Teilhard, Tillich, Jung, Jesus, Carlos Castaneda, and others, Joseph Chilton Pearce provides a mode of thinking through which imagination can escape the mundane shell of current construct reality and leap into a new phase of human evolution.

This enormously popular New Age classic is available to challenge the assumptions of readers and help them develop their potential through new creative modes of thinking. With a masterful synthesis of recent discoveries in physics, biology, and psychology, Pearce reveals the extraordinary relationship of mind and reality and nature's blueprint for a self-transcending humanity."
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“I Know How to Live… I Don’t Know How to Die”

“I Know How to Live… I Don’t Know How to Die”
by Bill Bonner

“I’ve never done this before…” The woman on the bed was almost a skeleton. The flesh had already gone from her. What was left was an 86-year-old empty tube – shriveled, bent, used up. “I know how to live,” she said. “I don’t know how to die. I don’t know what I’m supposed to think or what I’m supposed to do.”

“Don’t worry about it,” we advised. “It’ll come naturally. Do you need anything?” “Need anything? I need nothing at all. Absolutely nothing. I’m dying. And I have everything I need to do it.” “How about some more pain medication?” “No. I don’t want any. I am only going to do this once. I don’t want to get doped up. I don’t want to miss anything.”

Heaven with Tobacco Fields: People who are dying have a status somewhere between Nobel Prize winners and mobsters. We are reluctant to contradict them. We remember a scene from childhood: We had gone to visit a dying uncle, Edward. Like all our relatives, he was a tobacco farmer. But now the plant he had cared for all his life was killing him: he had lung cancer. Other relatives had gathered at the house to say goodbye. The mood was gloomy, dark… quiet. But the conversation, in early spring, ran in a familiar direction – toward the weather and soil conditions. “They won’t be planting tobacco where I’m going,” said Uncle Edward.

The group fell silent. Some looked down at the floor. Some shuffled toward the kitchen. But Agnes, a cousin, challenged him. “How do you know where you’re going or what they’re doing there?” This enlivened and emboldened the confrérie of tobacco growers. “Yeah, for all we know they’re pulling the plants already,” said one, glancing out the window to see if the rain had stopped. (The plants were “pulled” from the nursery beds for transplanting in the fields. We particularly disliked pulling them because black snakes enjoyed the warm of the gauze-like covering and slithered among the plants.)

The 12-year-old in the group – your editor – forever admired his cousin Agnes. She could see the truth and had the courage to speak it. None of us knew what happened after death. Why not tobacco farming? We tried to imagine Heaven with tobacco fields. It was so implausible that we had a hard time with it. But we persisted. Rows of the green plants, tended by generations of deceased farmers. The sun must not be so hot in Heaven, we concluded, for there was nothing heavenly about the scorching summer sun when you were cutting tobacco. The ghost farmers must hoe each row… and “top” the plants to remove the flower and force the growth to the leaves, just as we did in the Maryland fields. At the end of the day, sweat-stained and tired, they must gather around their pickup trucks – one foot up on the running board, an elbow on the raised knee, with a cigarette in the right hand.

An Unexplored Mystery: The other professions must have their quarters, too… Wheat farmers need broader fields. Cobblers could enjoy their trade, too. Why not? Heaven – immeasurably large – could have a place for everybody. Even bankers and lawyers might find a spot. For a moment, we imagined what it must be like, with mechanics tightening their bolts and dairymen milking their cows. But if everybody did in Heaven what he did on Earth, what was the point of it? The juvenile mind, like its adult successor, stalled.

Half a century later, it is still stopped where it was left – like a tractor abandoned on the edge of a field, with trees grown up between the wheels. Rust has covered the hood. The tires, cracked from the sun, have flattened and disintegrated. It has moved not an inch forward… leaving the mystery of Heaven completely unexplored. “Well, you’re not dead yet,” we replied. “How about a little apple juice?”

The death rattle began two days later. The goodbyes have all been said. Prayers have been offered. Undertakers contacted. A church put on alert. Remembrances shared. Toward the end there was no one there to share the remembrances with. The spirit seemed to have packed up and moved out before the body got the message. Life always come to an end, sooner or later. New technology offers delays, unfounded hope, and stays of execution – but never a full pardon.”
Bread, "Everything I Own"

"If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call 
you could make, who would you call and what would you say? 
And why are you waiting?"
- Stephen Levine

"Saying Goodbye..."